Wednesday, I met Tingyi after school. Went to Marina Square cause we wanted to go Topshop. Now that PP doesn't have topshop, it so hard for us when we want to see or buy something. Went to PP as usual? I didn't play pool cause I wanted to save money. I'm fucking pissed off lah. Some people just fucking shoot without thinking through their empty brains nowonder they're called empty vessels and bimbotic. Wtf, insult me buying a cue. At least I play better than you lah fuck. I think I'm getting pissed off on very small stuff. Sigh..
Thursday: reached school about 10am cause I was fucking tired. Then at about 12 plus, I start feeling my cramps. Fucking painful and I had to take a cab home. So I went home and 1 wasting 19 bucks and my effort of carrying my cue to school. So I slept till 6 plus. G was nice and brought medicine to my house, unfortunately he bought the normal one which doesn't work anymore. Which guy would bring these type of medicine to your house unless he is your boyfriend. I'm so proud that I have nice guy friends. Haha and that retard went to perm his hair looking like some oldies uncle. I came over after that to have dinner with me. So sweet ah the both of them. Hehe. Unlike F, sigh~ Maybe I shouldn't have even tried cause after trying, I feel like giving up so badly... I really wish that he could spend more time with me. I just didn't change.
Friday and Saturday: Went to Suntec after school. Actually I don't really wanna talk about it. Cause in the end everything seems to be just my fault. I don't know what is happening to me also. Sometimes I'm abit upset, you hadn't seen me for one whole entire week. How would you know what is happening in my life? You think that you done alot. True,you done alot, but in the end everything still comes back to me. I don't know how to say lah okay. I'm just tired tired of every single fucking thing. Menses really killed my mood.
Sunday: Went to temple. Went to PP to meet T and G. Played pool. Went home.
Monday: Didn't go to school. Went Bugis. Then went Katong to eat Astons. Went PP to slack. Home. It just seems the same, your attitude really never change. I won't say anything still. It's just not easy. Just fuck it lah okay. Nobody changes.
I'm not who am I. I don't know who I am. Maybe some day I'll leave all of you and be alone.